REALITY
Asleep for far too long
Hidden in a fantasy world
Where everyone has a happy ending
And only good people dwell
And noble intentions reign supreme

Alas we all know we must awaken
My dream is over
Reality is upon me
Its touch cold
Its blade pierces deep
Stripping me of my dreams
Reality i am awake

Give yourself over. Immerse yourself deeper.
Fall into the bottomless pit.
Let go.
Give in.
Allow whats within.
To consume to control.
Allow yourself.
To just be.

Tears stream down my face. The pain that my heart feels is so great. I feel like a bird who seeing her masters desire pierces her heart on a thorn to make a rose bush blossom just so he could have a red rose. Yet he never sees the sacrifice and my dead body is thrown on to a garbage heap. My sacrifice in vain.
I feel that way right now. My heart pierced by a thorn and the thorn will not be removed. So i must learn to live with this pain to soldier on. As my mum would say suck it in youre weak. Stop your crying. You silly girl where will your tears take you. But then no matter how hard i try my heart is bleeding and so my tears cant stop.